Once again I have started a project that I don't want to finish. Though I am going to it's still a pain in the ass. If I could ask for one thing in the world it would be a new computer. This computer is what pisses me off the most. Every five minutes I have to stop what I'm doing and wait for the program I'm using to stop glitching.
Anyways back to the project at hand. The Alice in Wonderland project I am doing for my own personal benefit. I will finish it. If I can't finish something for myself at least then what does that say about me? Who cares. I'm tired and sick and sick and tired. I started something I finish it no matter how much I don't want to. Except for certain relationships. No one is worth a constant migraine and sharp chest pains, though I would associate them with a broken heart if it weren't for the fact I have high blood pressure so its probably stress from dealing with idiots.
One word of advice don't devote yourself to someone when you don't like some of the things they do. You will be miserable because you can't come to terms that in trying to get them to stop doing those things you change the entire person as a whole and then no longer feel the same. Basically accept your partner for everythign they are not just bits and pieces dammit.
... so off topic.